tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30315326443061735572024-03-27T14:17:09.674-07:00Brian's Point of View. Brian Jenkinshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10260162414321927968noreply@blogger.comBlogger35125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031532644306173557.post-22345639452954833352024-03-26T13:28:00.000-07:002024-03-26T13:30:39.922-07:00It is what it is, we are here to stay. <p><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><p style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;">In the year 2024, I find myself reflecting on the enduring misconception held by many people who identify as heterosexual that homosexuality is nothing more than a sexual desire.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;">It pains me to see how some have convinced themselves that those who are homosexual are incapable of anything beyond their orientation.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;">Despite knowing that homosexuality has existed long before the time of Jesus, there are still those who view it as a mere choice that can be switched on or off at will. It is important to remember that homosexuality is not a new phenomenon nor is it something that can be eradicated or changed at will. </span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;">Throughout my own journey, I have witnessed the struggles faced by individuals who identify as homosexual, including the need to hide their true self and endure the hatred and discrimination of society. It breaks my heart to think of the centuries of denial and secrecy that have been forced upon those who simply wanted to be true to themselves. </span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;">Homosexuality did not start with me, and I know it will continue long after I am gone.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;">The existence of diverse sexual orientations is a natural part of human diversity and should be celebrated rather than condemned. it is imperative to acknowledge the richness and diversity of human experiences.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;">Homosexuality encompasses far more than a mere sexual desire; it encompasses love, companionship, and the fundamental right to live authentically.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;">Embracing and respecting the spectrum of human sexuality is essential in fostering a society where all individuals, regardless of sexual orientation, can thrive and be celebrated for their uniqueness.</span></p>Brian Jenkinshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10260162414321927968noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031532644306173557.post-43471675818082219542024-03-25T16:12:00.000-07:002024-03-25T16:13:48.701-07:00In The Silence of Night.<p><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"> </span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;">In the stillness of midnight's embrace,</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;">Under moonlit skies, miles apart.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;">Missing you, my love, beyond measure,</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;">Longing for us to be together.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;">Each moment lingers, time stands still,</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;">yearning, Hoping for love so true.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;">In the quiet of night, I silently plea,</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial; font-size: medium;">Hoping you feel the same for me.</span></p><p><br /></p>Brian Jenkinshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10260162414321927968noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031532644306173557.post-80457202882375764392024-03-25T15:47:00.000-07:002024-03-26T06:39:01.508-07:00Little Habits.<p><span style="font-family: arial;"> </span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial;">At some point in my life I have faced and struggled with serious addictions, some I have successfully overcome, all the while with other addictions I still face the struggle.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial;">As I write this, I will be preaching to myself as well, life is a journey we learn as we move.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial;">Many addictions start off as a harmless boost of dopamine just a little habit that will help <br />for a temporary satisfaction, giving a false sense of overcoming fears and you convince yourself you are in control of the situation.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial;">Drug addictions cause changes to the circuitry of the brain in ways that make it difficult to regulate through deliberative efforts the allure of a chemical rush of reward.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial;">It is easy for addictions to become complex and destructive just as it is easy to fall into its trap,<br />and it as a slippery ground trying to get out.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial;">It can be unbeknown to the individual struggling with an addiction the impact on those around them but It has to take the individual to recognise and accept that the kind of addiction as a problem, and a self willingness to seek help and realising the effects for a better and brighter outcome.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial;">It feels like I am writing a guide booklet on how to deal with addictions, I guess its only because </span><span style="font-family: arial;">I have experienced certain addictions in my life that almost got me to see the entrance of the gates to the core of the earth, but I survived that and made it through.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial;">On the other hand, there is that debate, Is addiction a disease or moral failing.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial;">One thing we can agree upon is that it is not a choice to get addicted. </span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial;">The effects of addiction can be felt in every aspect of ones life - physical and mental health, relationships, work, even just overall well-being.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial;">The success of getting though an addiction, is having a strong support system of friends, family, and professionals that can provide the necessary guidance and encouragement to help overcome.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial;">The emotional toll on family and friends can be deep, leading to feelings of frustration, helplessness, whether it be substance abuse, gambling, food, or any other form of addiction, the consequences are felt not only by the individual.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial;">Addictions, left unchecked can cause unimaginable destructions and unnecessary loss of life. </span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial;">Another problem with addiction, especially with extreme substance abuse can cause feelings of isolation, and cause suffering and difficulties including deteriorating physical health issues.<br />Lack of motivation eating away at all positive ideas and strength.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial;">Showing compassion, understanding, and patience can go a long way in supporting addicts through their journey to recovery. Help them to seek professional help, such as therapy, support groups, or rehabilitation programs, is crucial in breaking free from the cycle of addiction.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial;">On the other hand, anyone struggling with addiction should know that there is always hope for change and healing. It's true that the first step towards recovery is recognizing and accepting that you have a problem and seeking help. </span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial;">It is also essential to develop healthy coping mechanisms and self-care routines to replace the harmful behaviours associated with addiction. Engaging in activities that bring joy, prioritizing your physical and mental well-being are all steps towards a fulfilling, addiction-free life.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial;">If you are trying to overcome addiction remember it is a challenging and ongoing process, but with determination, perseverance, and the right support, it is possible to break free from its grip and rebuild a healthy, happy life.<br />Remember, you are not alone in this journey, and there are people who care about you and are willing to help you every step of the way. There is always someone close to you who is ready to hold your hand through it all.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial;">Take back your control, take that first step today towards a brighter you.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: arial;">Talk to someone you feel comfortable with. </span></p>Brian Jenkinshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10260162414321927968noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031532644306173557.post-2591310795150105282024-03-25T07:49:00.000-07:002024-03-25T12:17:45.445-07:00We are only human.<p><span style="font-family: verdana;">Over this past weekend I read on one of the social media platforms about a man who died by suicide and he did it on a live broadcast. Now, there has been a frenzy on the social media with different views been expressed, some showing sympathy while others expressing their opposite feelings.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: verdana;">Understanding the intricate differences among individuals is a fascinating yet complex journey that unveils the diverse tapestry of who are as humans.<br /><br />People come from various backgrounds, possess unique experiences, and harbour distinct preferences that shape their personalities and choices.<br />Our divergent upbringings, cultural influences, and genetic predispositions all play crucial roles in shaping our beliefs, values, and decisions.<br />It is through this mosaic of differences that we gain insight into the rich complexity of human nature and behaviour.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: verdana;">As we navigate the labyrinth of human relationships, we often encounter situations where those closest to us - the ones we love the most - have the power to cause us the deepest hurt.<br /><br />This paradoxical phenomenon stems from the heightened emotional investment we place in these relationships, making us more vulnerable to both profound joy and profound pain.<br />The expectations we hold for our loved ones, coupled with our deep emotional bonds, create fertile ground for disappointment and hurt when these expectations are not met.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: verdana;">The inherent differences in personalities, communication styles, and coping mechanisms between individuals can lead to misunderstandings and conflicts, even among those who share a deep connection.<br /><br />Our loved ones, who know us best and have seen us at our most vulnerable, have an intimate understanding of our strengths and weaknesses.<br />Unfortunately, this closeness can sometimes be a double-edged sword, as it can make us more susceptible to emotional wounds inflicted by those we hold dear.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: verdana;">While the exploration of human diversity and the nuances of personal choices can be enlightening and enriching, it is essential to approach our relationships with empathy, understanding, and open communication.<br /><br />By recognizing and respecting the differences that make each individual unique, we can foster deeper connections built on mutual respect and appreciation. Ultimately, the journey to understanding the complexities of human nature and the choices we make is a transformative one that requires patience, compassion, and a willingness to embrace both the beauty and challenges of our shared human experience.</span></p>Brian Jenkinshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10260162414321927968noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031532644306173557.post-77515143306994440652024-02-19T06:30:00.000-08:002024-02-19T06:30:21.692-08:00My 30th Blog.<p><br /></p><p>Hello 30! Lets keep it going.</p><p>It's not really a milestone to rave on about as I have written on so many other issues and topics that remain unpublished or worse may easily get deleted.</p><p>I do enjoy writing my thoughts down on everyday events and life issues and I think I will always be old school where I start my drafts with paper and pen rather than letting my fingers run all over the keyboard, again my keyboard skills are not too shabby I guess starting out on a typewriter back in the day has helped me a lot to some point.</p><p>There are stories and events I've written about (not published) that I feel I get a little too emotional where I have expressed strong views that even surprise myself, the bias clearly shows in these stories I would have written and so sometimes I just take step back and let all go.</p><p>I think in the coming weeks I am going to enjoy my blog page, It is going to be an interesting going forward as I have taken up a dare to publish more of what I write. </p><p>So its time I get my pen paper ready, put on my eye glasses while remembering not to try and fit on other pair while I'm still wearing the other pair, who knows, maybe I'll be able to see better. </p><p>I have stories to tell as this great adventure continues. </p><p><br /></p>Brian Jenkinshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10260162414321927968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031532644306173557.post-61075440927762810422024-02-19T04:57:00.000-08:002024-02-19T05:08:55.429-08:00All Change.<p>Nothing stays the same forever and with time all things change, for the good or for the bad it all depends on the decisions we make with each passing minute.</p><p>The entry into the year 2000 to many may seem like it all happened just a few weeks ago, to those who had babies born to them at that time, some of those babies have now turned most parents into grandparents.</p><p>Time, moments, and memories are elements that make up a great part of our lives.</p><p>The beauty of life is living in the current moment doing right now what we feel is right and good for our very own growth and sustainability, we must savour the moments and treasure the memories along the way.</p><p>The past is left to memories, some we will never forget, some easily forgotten, and some memories have left scars reminding us where we come from and that the journey we are traveling has many ups and downs and many events we can not predict. Life goes on.</p><p>A journey of self-growth depends on what kind of change we want to see in our lives. We may learn a lot from the successes and failings of those who have been before us, but it ultimately remains our choice to which direction we set our sails, remembering that 'no wind is favourable to a man who knows not where he is going'.</p><p>Being patient enough to stay consistent will always result in your success been inevitable, getting 1% better every day over time leads to extraordinary results. I've learned not to wait for motivation to strike because most times it won't, so for me I'm working on a routine I must follow regardless of how I feel. </p><p>I have recently added to my routine a workout exercise I want to remain consistent too for many of the positive results will bring.</p><div><br /></div>Brian Jenkinshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10260162414321927968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031532644306173557.post-49862023099087578032023-12-08T04:44:00.000-08:002023-12-08T07:35:30.527-08:00A Journey of Continuous Learning in an ever Changing World.<p>I am reminded of my primary school days, after the school holiday breaks we would be required to write up compositions about what we did during the school break. Those who were fortunate enough to have been travelled out of the city or even the country, wrote fantastic stories while others, even though they wrote fictional stories still managed to use their imagination and write good stories. </p><p>I always struggled to complete one paragraph, I found it difficult to transform my thoughts onto paper, as hard as I tried it was clear writing stories was not one of my strengths.</p><p>Over the course of my school days, I had a dream of becoming an author. Verbally I could tell good stories and I had a wild imagination, but the challenge of getting these words from my head on to paper seemed difficult. </p><p>I enjoyed the school library and spent a lot of time exchanging books to read, I loved that feeling of being immersed into other worlds as different authors told their stories with such amazing brilliancy, some ceaselessly pushed the boundaries of their imagination, crafting worlds of intrigue, hope, and wisdom for us to immerse ourselves in.</p><p>Today, I am not that author I dreamt I could be and that's alright. In today's rapidly evolving world with advancements in technology we are able to craft our thoughts and ideas through various mediums.</p><p>A Journey Fuelled by Passion.</p><p>It was sometime in 2015 that I stumbled upon a website called Blogger. I had no idea what it was all about but curiosity got the better of me and I began to explore with interest what it was all about, it was an exciting discovery of this website.</p><p>Over a short period of time I lost interest in the website or maybe it was a case of allowing other distractions to take hold.</p><p>In 2019, I met Akin Akintayo, at the time of meeting him I had no idea that the earth, the stars, the planets, and the heavens were all in perfect alignment. About this, it will have to be a story for another day.</p><p>All About Passion.</p><p>Today, I want to write a blog that celebrates Akin, I want to celebrate his passion of sharing the stories about his life and world events around him. Today, I want to honor this remarkable man who has devoted himself to his passion of storytelling.</p><p>Akin continuously inspires everyone around him and it is clear that twenty years of blogging, is a twenty year journey of incredible writings.</p><p>Through his blogging we share his joys and pains, we share his successes, challenges, victories, and disappointments. Akin through his blogging shows us that pursuing our passions is the key to a fulfilling life, it is evident that his blogging is not a means to an end, but rather a labour of love.</p><p>His dedication is truly commendable and has driven him to achieving remarkable milestones throughout the years.</p><p>Perseverance, Passion, and Inspiration.</p><p>For all those we consider to be great in their craft, we know that in their journey they have met with their share of obstacles and moments of uncertainty, with Akin I have noticed that he has approached these hurdles with resilience and determination. </p><p>Reading through most of his blogs it is easy to tell that he has transformed setbacks into stepping stones and has emerged stronger each time. </p><p>The commitment to his blog, coupled with his unwavering passion, he is inspiring to everyone who has had the privilege to be following on his blog page.</p><p>Most times passion is often the fuel that drives ordinary people to achieve extraordinary feats.</p><p>Akin's years of dedication to his blogging is truly remarkable and commendable.</p><p>I read some where that the truest measure of success lies not only in personal achievements but in the ability to inspire others to pursue their dreams too.</p><p>Akin has undoubtedly through his blogs become a catalyst for inspiration and an encouragement to countless individuals to dive headfirst into their passions. His authenticity, humility, and willingness to share his knowledge has touched the lives of people from all walks of life, proving that when passion meets dedication, greatness is within reach.</p><p>Today, twenty years ago Akin started blogging and with this blog I write, I would like to express gratitude for the inspiration he brings into our lives.</p><p>Akin, here's to celebrating many more years of your work that emanates passion, dedication, and exceptionalism.</p><p>Congratulations, my lover, my partner, and my very best friend on your incredible accomplishments! </p>Brian Jenkinshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10260162414321927968noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031532644306173557.post-19383947081301670982023-07-03T13:20:00.001-07:002023-07-04T02:12:21.203-07:00Navigating Life as a Creature of Habit and an Empath. <p> In a world that often feels overwhelming and chaotic, some of us find solace in the safety and predictability of our routines. As creatures of habit, for whom stability is essential, often find ourselves grappling with the emotional toll of being an empath. As empaths, we are deeply affected by the emotions and energies of others, leaving us susceptible to feeling overwhelmed and exhausted. We can explore both the struggle and the beauty of being a creature of habit and an empath, and the sadness that comes with navigating through this sometimes cruel world.</p><p>There is comfort in the familiar. We meticulously plan our days, seeking solace in the known, the structured, and the expected. Our routines provide us with a sense of control, stability, and security. They become our safe haven, allowing us to recharge and regain balance in an ever-changing world. Unfortunately, the predictable nature of our routines can also intensify the impact of empathic qualities, making it challenging to navigate through the complexities of life.</p><p>Being an empath entails carrying a deep understanding of others' pain and emotions. It is an incredible gift that allows us to offer compassion and support to those around us. However, this gift comes at a cost, as we often absorb the negativity and cruelty present in the world. From heart-wrenching news stories to personal encounters with others' suffering, we empathize to the point of feeling overwhelmed and helpless. This blend of empathy and cruelty can lead to an intense sadness as we strive to find a balance between caring for ourselves and aiding and understanding others. </p><p>The world can be a cruel and harsh place, far from the compassionate and nurturing environment that empaths crave. It is challenging to reconcile our natural inclinations for kindness and understanding with the pain and suffering that we witness daily. Our sensitivity amplifies the emotions that swirl around us, causing us to feel everything intensely. This emotional dissonance can create a sense of sadness, as we struggle to align our empathic nature with the imperfect world we inhabit.</p><p>As creatures of habit and empaths, finding balance is crucial to navigating through this world. Though our routines may provide comfort, it is essential to remember that change is the only constant in life. We must embrace this truth and allow flexibility into our lives while guarding against emotional burnout. Cultivating self-care practices such as meditation, journaling, and exercises that nurture our emotional well-being can help rejuvenate our souls.</p><p>Being a creature of habit and an empath is a unique and sometimes challenging journey. The sadness that accompanies navigating through a cruel world can feel overwhelming, but it is essential to remind ourselves of the beauty and compassion we bring to those around us. By finding balance, nurturing our emotional well-being, and embracing our innate ability to connect with others, we can empower ourselves to make a positive difference. </p><p>This world may be imperfect, but our existence as both creatures of habit and empaths provides the potential for immense healing and growth.</p>Brian Jenkinshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10260162414321927968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031532644306173557.post-47419378921757815062023-06-19T03:53:00.005-07:002023-06-19T04:08:26.397-07:00Conversations That Make Life Bearable<p>Life can be tough sometimes, but thankfully, we don't have to face it alone. Connecting with others can make life more bearable. Whether we're catching up with friends or sharing our struggles with a therapist, conversation helps us to feel heard, understood, and supported.</p><p>For me, some of the most enjoyable conversations are with my partner and one or two other friends. There's something so comforting about being able to talk to someone who knows you well and cares about you deeply. Whether it's sharing a funny story, venting about a frustrating day, or delving into deep, existential questions, these conversations can help us to feel grounded and connected.</p><p>Of course, not all conversations are created equal. To truly make the most of our conversations, it's important to cultivate certain qualities and approaches. I find that a good conversation is with someone who listens actively, asks thoughtful questions, and is willing to share their own experiences and perspectives. </p><p>I must say that I have had conversations with some friends that quickly become frustrating or unproductive if the other person dominates the conversation, dismisses others' perspectives, or fails to truly listen. I soon end that conversation and move on. </p><p>That said, some conversations are particularly powerful in their ability to make life more bearable. Conversations with my partner for example, can be deep or even sometimes whimsical but always our connections help us to understand each other better and has brought us closer together and helped me to appreciate unique perspectives and experiences. And conversations with friends can be just as meaningful, whether we're commiserating over shared struggles or celebrating each other's successes.</p><p>I feel to have more fulfilling conversations It's also important to practice active listening and empathy, asking questions and really trying to understand others' perspectives. And perhaps most importantly, we should be willing to be vulnerable and share our own experiences, as this can help to build trust and deepen our connections with others.</p><p>In short, conversation is one of the most powerful tools we have for making life more bearable. By cultivating the qualities of a good conversation partner and seeking out meaningful conversations with loved ones and friends, we can build stronger connections, gain new perspectives, and find joy and comfort in even the toughest of times.</p>Brian Jenkinshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10260162414321927968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031532644306173557.post-75912013202713418882023-05-28T17:41:00.007-07:002023-06-15T08:51:17.956-07:00Just breathe <div style="text-align: left;">The bomb explodes <br />Revealing the naked truth. <br />Fear takes a hold, as the heart beats<br />Increase intensely.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />Questions fill a mind that is suddenly uninhabited. <br />The only sound is that thundering drum in the chest. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />Is this shock? Or is this the trepidation they said would soon be realised. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />Like the boa constrictor abandonment and despair take on a grip. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />As you feel your bones crumble and break. <br />The only words your brain can remember saying.. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />- Just breathe -. <br /></div>Brian Jenkinshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10260162414321927968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031532644306173557.post-33819973974089450742022-08-30T20:18:00.001-07:002022-08-30T20:18:55.912-07:00The Importance of a good nights’ sleep.<p><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">I
have suffered insomnia for all my life. I remember in my teens doctors only
remedy was to prescribe some sort of sleeping tablets, it was amazing to just
take a pill that allowed me to sleep through the night but left me with side effects
worse than the sleep deprivation itself.</span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-family: "Arial",sans-serif; font-size: 12.0pt;">I
soon stopped taking them and felt human again, all this in my early
age of the 20’s and vowed to myself that never again would I take such.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-family: "Arial",sans-serif; font-size: 12.0pt;"> </span><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">In
the past few days sleep hasn’t come easy and I have tried all home-made
remedies that I have been told could help, none to any avail.</span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-family: "Arial",sans-serif; font-size: 12.0pt;"> </span><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">I
refuse to use any drug induced treatments as past experiences have left their
scars I remember so well.</span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-family: "Arial",sans-serif; font-size: 12.0pt;"> </span><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">A
lack of sleep can cause so much damage to the body, mind, and soul sometimes I
feel I need a sleep clinic to help me get this sorted, in times like this my
mind never functions as it should, I tend to make the wrong decisions I soon regret.</span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-family: "Arial",sans-serif; font-size: 12.0pt;"> </span><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">Today
I visited my doctor and not surprisingly could only prescribe some sort of a
sleeping tablet, I must take it for today but in protest, let it be known I hate
to be medically induced on some kind of formula, but I have got to let science
work.</span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-family: "Arial",sans-serif; font-size: 12.0pt;"> </span><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">Wishing
all you who are reading this a good nights’ rest. If I ever find the remedy for
a good nights’ rest, I will share it with you.</span><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;"> the past few days sleep hasn’t come easy and I have tried all home-made
remedies that I have been told could help, none to any avail.</span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-family: "Arial",sans-serif; font-size: 12.0pt;"><o:p> </o:p></span><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">I </span></p>Brian Jenkinshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10260162414321927968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031532644306173557.post-40496756525682703762022-08-29T14:40:00.000-07:002022-08-29T14:40:10.923-07:00Call me by my name because I am not him! <p><span style="font-family: "Arial Narrow", sans-serif; font-size: 13pt;">Over the past weakened I had some time to have a
good sit down with my dad and we just had a good old chat. I can’t remember
when last we ever had a good talk. I can count on one hand the years my dad and
I have been able to talk to each other, our relationship was non-existent until
a few years ago when I almost lost my life due to an illness that almost took
my life and cost me 18days in hospital, of which 12 days kept me in the intensive
care unit. Sometimes I wonder and ask myself if he only communicates with me now
because of pity, or out of sympathy, it’s hard to tell.</span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-family: "Arial Narrow", sans-serif; font-size: 13pt;">I may have over-reacted to him when he constantly
kept on calling me by my brothers’ name during our conversation, at first I let
it be and ignored such, but as we conversed, I realised he did not acknowledge the
fact that it was talking to me he, he mentioned things I never did that were all
done by my brothers, he continued to call me by their names interchangeable and
there was </span><span style="font-family: "Arial Narrow", sans-serif; font-size: 13pt;"> </span><span style="font-family: "Arial Narrow", sans-serif; font-size: 13pt;">a moment I realised, he was
not seeing or acknowledging me as an individual but only as a tolerance, he was
more concerned with just been interested in some conversation but wishing it
was not with me and to him I was any one of my other brothers.</span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-family: "Arial Narrow", sans-serif; font-size: 13pt;">I understand that we have a late connection and are
still trying hard to understand each other and that we both have so much to
work at in order to know each other, but still with all that, as we both trying
to relate, we somehow must understand that we will both make mistakes while
trying to build a relationship.</span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-family: "Arial Narrow", sans-serif; font-size: 13pt;">But somethings are so difficult to handle, because
of him not recognising me I reacted towards him in a hostile manner explaining to
him that I am not Invisible and deserved some recognition for who I am and that
he should know it is me he is talking to.</span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-family: "Arial Narrow",sans-serif; font-size: 13.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">I feel so bad for calling him out on this, but it
had to done as this was not the first time he has done such.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-family: "Arial Narrow",sans-serif; font-size: 13.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">It was difficult for me to remember all the wise counsel
I have ever heard in my life to respect your elders and to contain the anger I
felt as I just opened my mouth and let unsavoury words spew out my mouth.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-family: "Arial Narrow", sans-serif; font-size: 13pt;">Although I am left with some regret on my part, it
felt like he didn’t value, appreciate, or even acknowledge the person I am.</span><span style="font-family: "Arial Narrow", sans-serif; font-size: 13pt;"> </span><span style="font-family: "Arial Narrow", sans-serif; font-size: 13pt;"> </span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-family: "Arial Narrow",sans-serif; font-size: 13.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">I believe I still have great respect for my parents
and anyone older than me, but at least acknowledge me for the person I am that is </span><span style="font-family: "Arial Narrow", sans-serif; font-size: 13pt;">standing in front of you.</span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-family: "Arial Narrow",sans-serif; font-size: 13.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p>Brian Jenkinshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10260162414321927968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031532644306173557.post-30966609896876105252022-08-26T15:34:00.001-07:002022-08-26T15:35:17.363-07:00The extreme of hangovers.<p> </p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing" style="margin-left: 36.0pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial",sans-serif; font-size: 12.0pt;">I haven’t written a blog for a sometime now and
I always put it down to how I am still so comfortable with writing on paper
than publishing anything online.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing" style="margin-left: 36.0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">We are towards the end August but still I am
still getting over all the events of July 2022, I had the greatest of surprises
for my birthday month, I have been back in my hometown for close to month but
still remember how Akin made it possible that we meet up and spend the month of
July in Cape Town.</span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing" style="margin-left: 36.0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">If before this birthday I ever said I had the
best of birthdays, I lied, this past birthday must go down in my history book
as the very best of birthdays ever!</span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing" style="margin-left: 36.0pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial",sans-serif; font-size: 12.0pt;">Not only did I get to spend the day with the
man I love but he went on to make that day extra special I got gifts from him all
through the day, it was one thing after another and even a special gift from
him that keeps on giving, so unexpected but most welcome.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing" style="margin-left: 36.0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">We are approaching the end of August, but I am
still stuck and re-living those moments, my mind replaying those events and to this
day I fail to find the right words to describe the entire experience. I have
never known to be given such attention, such amazing care, and he has the gift
of knowing just how to plan and ensure all works for the best.</span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing" style="margin-left: 36.0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;"><b>No Network reconnecting, No Buffering.</b></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing" style="margin-left: 36.0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">A long-distance relationship is always one of
the hardest to maintain and the fact that after all this time we still standing
is a great testament that in any relationship communication is key and for most
of the time Akin and I depend on internet connections to work for our conversations
and communications to be understood, we do try to maintain such.</span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing" style="margin-left: 36.0pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial",sans-serif; font-size: 12.0pt;">In my home country it still remains difficult
for a reliable connection, so It is always enormously special and most rewarding
to be in the presence of Akin, without any buffering or network reconnections, spending
time with Akin in the flesh is something I will always treasure, and I do
believe one day we will find our way through such challenges, there is something
enchanted about being next to the one you love without any hinderances, I hope
those who can be together understand this, but then comes a sort of pain in knowing
that this time together is only on borrowed time. <o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing" style="margin-left: 36.0pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial",sans-serif; font-size: 12.0pt;">As much as people need to be alone, having that
time together is most dear.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing" style="margin-left: 36.0pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial",sans-serif; font-size: 12.0pt;">As much as we should enjoy every moment, at the
back of the mind it plays on you that this is only temporary.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing" style="margin-left: 36.0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;"><b>Learning to know more.</b></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing" style="margin-left: 36.0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">Many things were different, our first stay was
in Camps Bay, quiet a distance from the city centre this time, I did like it
but hearing of all the break-ins and home invasions didn’t help much, I know
Akin on many nights didn’t sleep well and that was a great concern for me. </span><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;"> </span><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">As much as nothing happened to us, it proved
to be quite a challenge as walking around the area was bit of a strain as the
Camps Bay area is very hilly, I got used to it as I walked the area a lot and I
took it as my daily work-out routine.</span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing" style="margin-left: 36.0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">As the days passed by, we settled in and made
the space work best for us. Akin fell a little ill, I thought it was just his
move from the Northern hemisphere to this Southern part of the world, I did my
best to make sure his recovered and was comfortable.</span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing" style="margin-left: 36.0pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial",sans-serif; font-size: 12.0pt;">Over time we have become very fond of Cape Town
with the great planning skills of Akin we have by now done much of what Cape Town
has to offer, between the both of us Akin is better at planning thing and
making sure such plans work out accordingly, in comparison, he is the most
organised, and I am not acting out on been biased.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing" style="margin-left: 36.0pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial",sans-serif; font-size: 12.0pt;"><o:p> </o:p></span><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">As time would have it, Akin took some time out to
continue his study and development for the passion he has in his field of work,
I took the chance to take a leaf off that and as well continued to study on a
course of interest, Project Management.</span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing" style="margin-left: 36.0pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial",sans-serif; font-size: 12.0pt;">As he booked an office space for his study, back
home I tried to figure out what I’d do with my life as my pervious employment
had just come to an end. I did spend many days reviewing my C.V and exploring
what other kind of opportunities could be around for to me to explore. <o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing" style="margin-left: 36.0pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial",sans-serif; font-size: 12.0pt;">I am not much of a social person, so I hardly
ever explored those occasions to connect with other like mined souls, I guess I
had my head filled with uncertainties that I lost focus, many times I tried to
think of things to do, but its either we had done it before or Akin was not inclined
or just too tired and not interested in the events ever presented. Even so, I
know he had much on his mind as well.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing" style="margin-left: 36.0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">There is so much I could talk about, but in all
I am glad to have had time in person with the man that has changed my life for
the better and I believe I got to understand a little more, for anyone in a
relationship, remember he needs his space.</span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing" style="margin-left: 36.0pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial",sans-serif; font-size: 12.0pt;"><o:p> </o:p></span><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">I am grateful for the sacrifices that Akin undertakes
to make sure we get this time together; he travels thousands of kilometres just
to be in the same space with me and for that alone I am humbled and much appreciative
of.</span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing" style="margin-left: 36.0pt;"><span style="font-family: "Arial",sans-serif; font-size: 12.0pt;"><o:p> </o:p></span><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">I believe in time things do get better and better
stories will be written.</span></p>Brian Jenkinshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10260162414321927968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031532644306173557.post-90213198229387277212022-04-24T13:51:00.005-07:002022-04-25T04:20:42.007-07:00So Much History in Such a Small Town. <p> Although I did not grow up in Gwanda, a town just over 130Km’s from Bulawayo, it is the capital of
the province of Matabeleland South, whenever I am in Gwanda there is a strange connecting feeling I experience I wonder if this is because my great
grandparents settled in this town when they respectively arrived and made it
their home, many, many decades ago. </p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I only used
to see this town on the few occasions when I passed through by coach on my way to and from
South Africa. Gwanda is in an area rich in gold and perfect for the cattle
ranching industry, <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>many decades ago in
the 1900’s <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>some lucky men of European descent
came in and made this town their home and established themselves comfortably and
making claims to various mines and various farms and they began what is now a history
that has changed many lives and creating interconnections within families that
I feel someone should write a book about it’s rich history, but then again from the little stories I have heard and been told, I guess the many secrets held within its walls are best left untold. <o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">My first
real visit to this town was last month in March when a close friend succumbed to
the dreaded cancer, a gold miner died at a young age of 72, he had a
large family, he was a straight hands-on kind of man and his shoes will be much too big for just anyone to fill. At his memorial, which was held on one of his mines, I remember having
a strange feeling and connection to the place, but I quickly debunked it as
just me being sentimental. <o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Today, four
weeks later I find myself back in Gwanda, on the very same mine, only this time I
was taking my elder brother Alexander to begin a job there as the mine
manager. Somehow, it felt strange its like there is a calling to Gwanda to
learn more of the history and I am sure some interesting stories of where my history began will soon unfold.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><o:p> </o:p></span>I know I
will be visiting more of this town.</p>Brian Jenkinshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10260162414321927968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031532644306173557.post-81167258960264503452022-04-24T13:51:00.001-07:002022-04-24T13:51:39.908-07:00<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><b><span lang="EN-GB">What happened
in heaven.<o:p></o:p></span></b></p><p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB"> </span>I
recently got back from a great time spent away with my partner Akin we were in Cape Town the mother city of Southern Africa a place we have fallen in love with. and an opportunity to get know my partner better and I couldn't ask for any place better to spend some great quality moments together. As much as we did so much and many things together let it be known for the record that Akin is the better planner between us, I so
often just take things off the surface with some not so good consequences and
repairs may be needed after I've had my take on things, but hey, of it all, Its always a blessing and great privilege
to spend time with my lover, yes, even if he could make for the best events planner,
I truly don’t mind us just sitting there naked all day at home and I’d be just fine
with that, that’s just me. As long as Akin is with me, and he has a smile, life’s good.</p><p class="MsoNoSpacing">The one thing
I really do miss is the Sunday Eucharist at the St George’s Cathedral of Cape Town,
the live choir always had me flashed out, and most time the scripture of the
day would seem so relevant to situations faced that the encouragements made known touch deeply knowing that this I face is for my overcoming and for sending all glory above. All I can say to each
man is his own faith. That said, it is also when we get the opportunity to dress
up in the same outfits, I love those moments! I feel so attached to him and for sure, we most assuredly
turn heads wherever we may go, I love it!</p><p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB">O</span>n my
return to Bulawayo, looking forward to some time of solitude for reflection and
hoping to find solitude as past events would require.</p><p class="MsoNoSpacing">With the ease of temperament all this soon to be realized as fruitless as
I was soon enough bombarded with visitations from brothers, cousins, and others it was a distraction
I did not need, it felt like childhood Christmas when we’d get uninvited, and
sometimes unwelcome guests to the house. All I kept muttering to myself is that
this is January why all these festivities!</p><p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB">I grew
up in a household that was somehow a base station for both sides of my mother and
father’s relatives. Every holiday season as a child I was always introduced to many
new relatives that I highly doubt I even remember to date and most of them that I’ve ever met, this time around not even the festive month and so much going on. Too much to handle.<o:p></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNoSpacing">Now that
I am back in Bulawayo, I watch my church services online. It was in one of
these services that the thought hit me. What might have happened when Christ
returned back into heaven, I can only imagine the joy of many angels. some of those angels were not sure if He would survive the many challenges He faced that He would get through some of the extreme difficulties He faced here on earth He would overcome. Let it be known that I am a Christ believer and would like to believe
many of all angels knew not the purpose and plan of the Christ that might have
had some concerns of the plan of the Christ, but keeping positive hope and a positive belief in would it have taken a different path. All I
know is that even the angels rejoiced.</p><p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB"> </span><b><span lang="EN-GB">I
have found my Phoenix.</span></b></p><p class="MsoNoSpacing">I believe
that in my lifetime I have met a Phoenix. Unique and beautiful I am left in a
daze, could this be true; I have seen a Phoenix. So rare, wonderful, and beautiful,
a color so rich and bright and mesmerizing, a beauty, unlike words could describe.
And a sound unlike other only he could make, I’ve found my Phoenix, and nothing
will take that away. For now, all love to @forakin, all I know is your love.</p><p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB"> </span></p><p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB"> </span></p><p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB"> </span></p><p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB"> </span></p><p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB"> </span></p><p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB"> </span></p><p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB"> </span></p><p>
</p><p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB">+<o:p></o:p></span></p>Brian Jenkinshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10260162414321927968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031532644306173557.post-68038902474058769952021-12-24T01:30:00.013-08:002021-12-29T12:28:35.543-08:00 2021 The Year That Was.<p> <span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;">One day at a time.</span></p><p style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;">At the start of this year, things seemed hopeful with plans for the betterment of life and hope that the year ahead would bring much relief but it becomes clear that dreams are just that, dreams are not reality and easily fade away from memory.</span></p><p style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;">Finding Self and I can only look at the cross of Christ.</span></p><p style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;">So many circumstances and events occur around me I choose not what comes my way. I have encountered many a situation unwelcome. Fighting off some challenges in some places successful, but with some unknown forces in this year still continuing to follow my life in their insipid hopes that they think could destroy the happiness I am trying so hard to keep in my life by intentionally sending me nonsensical and unnecessary text messages from different numbers that I have tried so hard to just ignore.</span></p><p style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;">I am only human and at times such does affect my train of thought that I sometimes wonder who I am simply based on my very own reactions. I often wonder how I come across to some people maybe I seem to be self-centred, conceited, greedy, even extremely demanding.</span></p><p style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;">We always see ourselves differently as to how the world around us may see us as the induvial we are.</span></p><p style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;">I was not put here on this planet to crucify anyone, especially the ones I love. But it seems I probably press on too hard and do not realise my very own faults.</span></p><p style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;">I try not to make demands of the people I have around me but seemly the more I try to initiate any kind of event the more I make a cacophony of it all.</span></p><p style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;">I press on and I hope those around me will understand that I am just a man, I am not perfect, but also with hopes and dreams of a life to be lived where beautiful dreams can come true.</span></p><p style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;">We all want and desire the best life has to offer for us and those around us.</span></p><p style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;">We keep hope alive, always.</span></p>Brian Jenkinshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10260162414321927968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031532644306173557.post-17184534171538010532021-07-06T11:35:00.002-07:002021-07-06T11:48:59.205-07:00Just remember that you are loved.<p> You have your past which has shaped you into the person you are today - yet still your past is gone, but love remains strong.</p><p>It is your past that has shaped you and has made you strong enough to stand up for the person that you are today. The values you hold on so true that define you, have brought out a marvellous gem of that which is you.</p><p>You are surrounded by those who love you and care deeply for you and continue to care even more about you today even much more than yesterday.</p><p>Some who have only now just arrived in your life but care for you deeper than you may ever know.</p><p>Just remember, you are loved.</p>Brian Jenkinshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10260162414321927968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031532644306173557.post-29072472596896029822021-03-21T05:33:00.005-07:002021-03-21T05:39:55.820-07:00Random.<p> </p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">My thoughts,
I own them.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">My life to
live, bold and confidant. <o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">My path and I will walk it. <o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">My journey,
my destination to reach.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">This is my
story and only I can let it be known.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">The past unchangeable,<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">Only to build better
with each day.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">Hopes, dreams,
and positive affirmations create the amazing things to come, I hold on.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">Through the
storm and through the peace, I learn.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">It is just a
moment, and it is with each moment that change begins.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">There is no
such thing as an end.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">The heart
must love, the mind open to exploring. <o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">The flesh nourished
but must be controlled.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">Thoughts
and actions bring realities into being. <o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">You can
only do your best, <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">Keep on
keeping on. <o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">Remember, life
goes on. <o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></p>Brian Jenkinshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10260162414321927968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031532644306173557.post-6675943757783106192021-03-07T12:04:00.010-08:002021-03-07T14:52:28.541-08:00Coconut Head.<div style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: left;"><p class="MsoNormal">I shaved my head, then he said,</p><p class="MsoNormal">You have a coconut head.</p><p class="MsoNoSpacing"><o:p></o:p></p>
<div style="text-align: left;">At best of what he said,</div><div style="text-align: left;">I had to hear the rest.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">I thought to call the priest,</div><div style="text-align: left;">as this man was being a beast.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">As he said,</div><p class="MsoNoSpacing"><o:p></o:p></p>
<div style="text-align: left;">“Oh forgive me, coconuts do grow a beard!</div><div style="text-align: left;">of which, you cannot be assured."</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">He has an idea that involves the rear,</div><div style="text-align: left;">of which I dare not put into gear.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">I have adhered</div><div style="text-align: left;">I cannot grow a beard.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">As for my coconut head, </div><div style="text-align: left;">Sheared it shall be. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Me and my coconut head.</div></div></div>Brian Jenkinshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10260162414321927968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031532644306173557.post-63603552375458711812021-03-04T09:40:00.006-08:002021-03-04T11:15:27.703-08:00Welcome to the sound of silence.<p></p><div style="text-align: left;"><p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 14pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">It has been just over one year
of this novel coronavirus, the covid-19, which has felt like a year of absolute
silence. It is more than a year now that the world looked deep into the eyes of
a worldwide pandemic and wondered what was to become of such an event taking place
over this earth.</span></p><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;">Lockdowns, curfews, and
restrictions became the order of the day.</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;">This novel coronavirus, this
covid-19 as it is also known, was this time last year only beginning to sweep
through the earth and on this day last year, 4</span><sup style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif;">th</sup><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;"> March 2020, the
World Health Organization said, the number of reported cases of people infected
stood at 92,943, with 3,160 people dead from the virus. At that time, those were
the worldwide figures and the virus had already reached 81 countries.</span></div>
<div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;">Globally, as of today 4 March
2021, there have been 114,653,749 confirmed cases of covid-19, including
2,550,500 deaths, this reported by the World Health Organization, and sadly the
numbers continue to rise.</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;"><b>So much can be heard in the sound of silence.</b></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;">This time last year we steadily
and carefully began to control our movements and became much more aware of our interactions
with each other, the world around us started to dramatically change. I personally
had dreams and plans for the year 2020 hoping and wishing to come true, but sadly the
pandemic had other plans, alas.</span></div>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 14pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">For some silly reason, this time
of last year I had a certain expectation that those within the higher echelons
of many government departments around the world would take charge and
prove their reasons and worthiness of being elected to those leadership positions and
implement strategies for the betterment of the people, but even so, some tried,
but many fell by the wayside. <o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 14pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">It was not long when ineptitude
and corruption soon tailed many of those in government leadership positions that
many showed their disrespect in strange ways, and the voice of the politician became
lounder than that of the scientists in many cases.</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;">Incredibly sad indeed.</span></p>
<div style="text-align: left;"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 14pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">This soon became horrifying as
the scientists, the doctors, and nurses, the ones we needed the most at a time
of such calamity, to be the ones armed and ready to face this battle but sadly
in many cases, they were the ones sent into the frontlines almost blindfolded,
the ones who rightly possess the kind of knowledge to handle such devastations
were made to face this devastation that cost many of the lives of so many frontline workers faced with limited resources and sent in to tackle this invisible
enemy that has unnecessarily caused so much despair and needlessly taken away so
many lives. So many millions of people infected and affected by
this devastation. </span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;">It is almost like the world
has stood still and silent for a moment.</span></div>
<div style="text-align: left;"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 14pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 14pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">The silence can say and teach so
much.</span></div>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;">The greatest of apperception
must be shown to all those working in the frontline of this pandemic, working
tirelessly in efforts to save lives, and we should always be grateful to those
in the frontline of this pandemic trying their best in every way possible, and
we must salute those who have lost their lives because of working in the
frontlines, sacrificing their lives and leaving behind loved ones behind.</span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 14pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">Many have lost a mother, while some cry for their husband or their father. some have lost a daughter or a son that has left a great void in their lives.</span></p><p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 14pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">There is a husband or a wife right now crying somewhere, trying so
hard to find the strength to comfort the children who don’t fully understand
why this is happening.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<div style="text-align: left;"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 14pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">This pandemic has been brutal. We all by now know of someone who has died, someone facing a great challenge because of this pandemic. </span></div>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 14pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">We have all been affected in
some way that leaves a scar still waiting to heal.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 14pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">Life as we have known it has
changed. <o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 14pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">It not the same anymore.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 14pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">We have been careful, but also,
we have been hurt in so many ways. <o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 14pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">We can only hope for the best
and continue in hope that tomorrow will be a better day.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<div style="text-align: left;"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 14pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">We will find the strength to
overcome.</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;">Having to adapt to new daily
routines of this life, and having to stay indoors, the wearing of masks, and
sanitizing and washing of hands keeping proper hygiene methods, this all has
become the order of the day, somehow, we are all trying as best we can to keep
safe.</span></div>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 14pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">Looking back, I see an
unwavering human resilience so much has changed, yet we forge on through having
made so many alterations in our daily lives, and if you are a creature of habit
like I am, it has not been easy.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 14pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"><o:p> To all I say, k</o:p></span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;">eep safe as best you can as this battle
continues.</span></p><br /></div><p></p>Brian Jenkinshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10260162414321927968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031532644306173557.post-43641638125592575402021-02-19T08:31:00.007-08:002021-02-19T09:51:22.269-08:00Errors upon errors and the consequence thereof<div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;">Looking back at this past week
it seems I have been having incredibly early mornings, regardless of the lack
of sleep, my heart rejoices that I got to at least accomplish set tasks for each day.
One may feel exhausted after completing set duties, but that up-to-date charged-up
feeling, always welcome.</span></div>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 14pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">Brings to mind days
waking up early morning during school days, such as memories of junior high school
where we would have weekly tests based on that chapter of learning during the
week. </span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;">I didn’t favour those weekly
tests because if you failed on some of the questions, one was given the chance
to go back and do the corrections. Not that it changed the initial mark record. I’m guessing it was a way of making sure you get to fully understand what has
been taught and hopefully gain some sort of knowledge through those exercises.</span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;">To Err is human.</span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;">The remainder of the line, “to
forgive divine.” </span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;">But I don’t want to dwell on that part of forgiveness just yet.
We all have made mistakes in this life that has probably brought upon us great
loss, sadness, along with much regret. One thing is sure, </span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;">It is not often that life
offers the opportunity to make corrections, go back and do it differently. Although </span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;">I am a true believer in
correcting mistakes where one recognises and acknowledges their errors, and where one has erred, one must make amends. </span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 14pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">Many times we have faced situations
that have left us to deal with unwelcome consequences that could result in major losses and changing our lives forever leaving us drowning in a pool of regret.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 14pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">Sometimes we make choices at
moments thinking the best of the outcome yet only aids in future difficulties
causing much chaos not only to oneself but to those around moreso loved
ones. Still, we have done things and made choices that cause much grief and confusion. As a result, we gain a lo</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;">ss of appetite, many sleepless nights, wild and crazy thoughts fill the mind, and it has been known that in such situations we could then commit desperate acts in those desperate circumstances only to end up burning on a hot seat to now face unsavoury consequences.</span></p><p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 14pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">There are times we not aware
we are creating errors, there are times we commit errors in the hope no one will
get hurt, or maybe we can find a resolution before dire penalties become the result. </span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;">There are times we try to rectify
these errors but only seem to dive deeper into a mass of confusion and create an even worse and unbearable situation. </span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;">The pain and shame as a result of any unfortunate actions or words expressed.</span></p><p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 14pt;">We learn we grow, we hope, and we pray for the strength to know better and to be able to do better.</span></p>Brian Jenkinshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10260162414321927968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031532644306173557.post-87348433976133775422020-12-20T14:03:00.001-08:002020-12-20T14:37:00.841-08:00Happy Birthday Akin! <p>Happy
Birthday to the most beautiful, intelligent, hilarious, adventurous, thoughtful,
and kind human I get to call my love!</p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing">What a
profound day to be able to celebrate your birthday with you. My life has been colourful
since our paths crossed. You compel me always to be the best, to be strong and
to face challenges with all ferocity.</p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing">Thank
you for making life so full and never failing to make me smile. You are such an
amazing, caring, and wonderful man, and I am one lucky boy to have a boyfriend
like you! Not only are you the world’s best fiancé, but you are the best friend
I could have ever asked for. I cannot wait to celebrate many more birthdays to
come!</p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing">I find
myself so thankful to God that on this day when you were brought into this
world, He made sure though all the challenges He kept you safe and made you so much
stronger than the world expected.</p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing">Now I
have the honour to wish you the best happy birthday in the world! I am so
thankful for you being in my life every single day.</p><p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB">I look forward to spending many more happy birthdays together.<o:p></o:p></span></p><div>Happy Birthday
Akin! May your day be filled with great wonder, miracles, joy, and happiness.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi7ESaHar2isYpEpjPhyphenhyphenWj-fd7rP-JFQy9HyMkAYv9jgq-DIz1XK1M_tORGv8bzC6oKXkSXJ9SWpoCfiIVso-5X8p-l7bQEQIQ2HvfdR07d3Ty5jPnxhykpRznCzovmy3R2ifR4-I-kcc4B/s128/bf-birthday.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="128" data-original-width="128" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi7ESaHar2isYpEpjPhyphenhyphenWj-fd7rP-JFQy9HyMkAYv9jgq-DIz1XK1M_tORGv8bzC6oKXkSXJ9SWpoCfiIVso-5X8p-l7bQEQIQ2HvfdR07d3Ty5jPnxhykpRznCzovmy3R2ifR4-I-kcc4B/s0/bf-birthday.png" /></a></div><br /><span style="text-indent: 0.5in;"> </span><span style="text-indent: 0.5in;"> </span></div>Brian Jenkinshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10260162414321927968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031532644306173557.post-40410922329711220322020-11-22T15:01:00.005-08:002020-11-22T15:40:30.713-08:00Midnight Thoughts<p> </p>
<h2 style="text-align: left;"><span lang="EN-GB"><b>Only to be with the man.</b></span></h2>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB"><b> </b></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB">In the way a lion exudes its strength,<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB">True love
is heard as a stronger voice.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB"> <o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB">We create
dreams to build a stronger fortress,<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB">We build
on a hope that only time and distance can put to the test.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB"> </span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB">Time, a
place in trying to understand eternity,<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB">A belief
in hope that time will deliver on promises made. <o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB">Yet we place
our hopes and dreams for what we need in it.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB">Time is just
a temporal location.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB"> </span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB">Thoughts
become the central point to keep control.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB">What it
should be and what it can be, <o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB">A power
is given to belief.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB">A power that
strengthens or a power that weakens,<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB">it is a choice.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB"> </span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB">As loud
as the clicks, whistles, and pulsed calls of whales can be heard,<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB">the heart
calls louder for him to hear,<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB">the spirit longs to draw him closer.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB"> </span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB">One can
only pray he has heard the call,<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB">And this
to hold till the time we are together.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB"> </span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB">Soon it
shall be told of two hearts becoming one. <o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB"> </span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="EN-GB">It shall be that love will find a way<span style="font-size: 14.6667px;">.</span></span></p>Brian Jenkinshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10260162414321927968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031532644306173557.post-81027681584993244422020-09-06T16:57:00.003-07:002020-09-06T17:21:28.428-07:00A test and a challenge for love.<p> For the first
time in my life I believe I have found someone to love me, someone who has
given me the courage to stand up for who I am and has shown me the independence
I have as an individual, the strength I possess to realise I am deserving of
love.</p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">I believe
I have found someone who makes me feel strong enough to stand up and accept who
I am, not only to myself but also to affirm
to those around me that what seemed impossible or unimaginable has happened to
me.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">I can finally
stand tall and shout it aloud that someone out there loves me in just the way I
love him. <o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">It is
amazing as it is wonderful.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">I must
admit that even though I have great flaws, this man in my life holds my hand
and lets me know I am only human and that I learn and grow through my mistakes,
I’m not perfect.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">It is
beyond our control that for now, we have a geographical distance between us, daily
we can only through modern communications reassure each other of this love we share,
despite the challenges we keep strong knowing soon we will overcome obstacles before
us.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"><o:p> </o:p></span>It’s not
right, it’s not fair. But we stronger together.</p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"><o:p> </o:p></span>It seems
despite the obvious challenges Akin and I face that there are some out there
that feel it is not enough that we face such difficulties, that some have taken
pleasure in malicious texts to add to the challenges we face.</p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">I have received
various hateful emails that I have since debunked and refuse to take notice of
their contents simply because what I have with Akin is between Akin and I, and
that I will not give attention to their intent on trying to cause needless situations.</span></p><p class="MsoNoSpacing">I have
come to understand that with this great love I have found in Akin that not everyone
will approve, and it already shows. But I am here to stay and watch this space
for greater things to come.</p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing">Nothing
that was meant for greatness comes easy, and I will not be shaken like a reed
because this that I found in Akin will grow and we will share this love for the better as we stand strong
together.</p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing">Love will always win.</p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span lang="" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgYEeWjq48Wa92j-OwuMblvRrkRkpcuDaWhcVsg4hEE17GgpofDd5mau1tm2OtJysf4ao5ViRECoazgJfmy14DQWsdXxvPhTMZkzJI7oiuLpXyQw1d60MTa7Kevq9U3Smc1Mn7ntNR1JJmX/s225/download.jpeg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="225" data-original-width="225" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgYEeWjq48Wa92j-OwuMblvRrkRkpcuDaWhcVsg4hEE17GgpofDd5mau1tm2OtJysf4ao5ViRECoazgJfmy14DQWsdXxvPhTMZkzJI7oiuLpXyQw1d60MTa7Kevq9U3Smc1Mn7ntNR1JJmX/s0/download.jpeg" /></a></span></div><span lang="" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"><br /></span><p></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></p>Brian Jenkinshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10260162414321927968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031532644306173557.post-17507819585424750082020-08-18T13:37:00.001-07:002020-08-18T13:38:56.477-07:00When Corona visits so close to home.<p>World
over we have been bombarded with the news of the novel coronavirus disease known
as the covid19. An infectious disease caused by a newly discovered coronavirus
spread from person to person.</p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="">Covid-19
symptoms can range from mild (or no symptoms) to severe illness.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="">The virus has sparked global anxiety and concern and has plunged the world into a
pandemic and should you be reading this right now and are in good health, consider
yourself blessed by God. Please do your best to keep it so. <o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="">I have
noticed that unlike any other virus we have come to know, this COVID-19 from
time of infection can in a short period of time easily cause death regardless
of health status.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing">We must
not live in fear, but it is paramount that for now, our survival depends on following
set guidelines from renowned scientists and the World Health Organization
(W.H.O) to keep extra hygiene, maintain social distancing, and avoid personal contact
as best we can, also when in public spaces to wear a face mask covering the
mouth and the nose.</p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="">For now,
this seems our only line of defence. <o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="">Unless a
trusted vaccine can be produced for now this is all we have.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing">Somehow as
humans, we seem to have this notion that we will always be safe in our own
environs, forgetting that in many ways we will be affected in some way by all
that is around us.</p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="">I was
awakened this morning by the sound of a woman wailing uncontrollably, that kind
of sound you just know something has gone horribly wrong.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="">This was
mother's best friend bellowing out, she had just received the news that her
daughter had passed on. A young lady of 43 years living and working in Pretoria,
South Africa had suddenly succumbed to the COVID-19. <o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="">Only diagnosed
with the disease less than a month ago and was seemly a healthy woman with no
known underlining illness (At least to our knowledge) suddenly taken away.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing">Patricia,
my friend.</p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing">I was shaken
by the news this morning; it will take a while to comprehend.</p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="">How could
it be that such has happened to someone I have always known to be so attentive,
so humble, and shy. For a moment I thought I was still dreaming. All the
memories came rushing through me of walking to school together and helping each
other with homework as we always shared the same class in high school, although
we had known each other since we were 6 years old.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="">I
profoundly remember the time we celebrated the excitement of my first job, and
also remembered many years ago when you decided to leave the country, we even had
a fair-well party for two to wish you well. <o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing">Over the
years we may have seemly lost a constant contact but somehow within every year we
always found ourselves catching up with events in our respective lives, and just
looking back with laughter at the silly mistakes we both would have made, but always
encouraging each other to be and do better.</p>
<p class="MsoNoSpacing"></p><p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">I write
this to remember you my friend you will never be forgotten, this pain will heal
but your presence can never be replaced.</span></p><p></p>Brian Jenkinshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10260162414321927968noreply@blogger.com2